Hello? Anyone?

Deactivating the twitter account and immediately regretting my rash decision. 

Finding myself to be sort of like a white flag in a game of tug of war. Tethered to both ends.. Praising myself for taking the first step in cutting myself off from social media and blaming myself for doing so because now my friends get sporadic.. Spontaneous news about my life/ my thoughts/ my blunders. News that pretty much demands no concern/reply. So why then am I feeling like I'm being ignored ha.. Midnight feels, I reckon. Funny how when I tweet things instead and don't get a reply it still makes me feel heard and noticed, at least, bc no one is supposed to reply you unless you said sth of interest to someone else or if you're.. Idk someone popz (getting into the habit of cliché high school terminologies. So inapropro) like Jenn Im or Morgan Freeman. Does he have twitter? Idk but I hope so haha. This is a shit reflection-ish what I think about life at midnight on my bed with undone homework for tmr-ish post I shan't continue.

"Don't think of life as a fixed train track. Think of it as a blank canvas and you're the artist" - Go figure *inserts wink emoji*

Amaze balls. What a mere quote can bring across compared to the aimless writing of a serious procrastinator that is me.. Y'know what no it's just complex numbers. I will not enjoy tmr's math tutorial.