Week 0

It all starts tmr. MYCTs and the preparation for uni application + As + volunteering work etc. Prayed to God just now fr the week and suddenly had multiple flashbacks to when I was living in Cck and everything was about mommy rohana. Walking around her coffin during her funeral, trying on the wigs she had and fake breast pads she had cos she lost her hair due to chemo and had a mastectomy. And then I started crying, wondering how different life would be if she were still around. If I hadn't ever met mommy Winnie. Sigh idk why this just came to me.. Hopefully I still rmb all my bio tmr. I honestly did my best already.