Monday, February 28, 2011

Comeback.


This is the vanilla cupcake we baked, except not that pretty. But hey! We're all 1st timers haha :p Had a helluva fun yest baling @ Rhia's home. I thought that crazy side of me was extinct alr :/ Glaaaaad I still know how to have fun.
School today was.. good. Despite the results, I had fun laughing at different moments of the day. Today was also Dad's bday, had dinner at some fancy restaurant @ Raffles Town Club. Hope he likes my present to him :)
Thats actually the place I wanted my batch of graduating students to have their prom at. Hm talking bout prom.. I ain't that excited anymore. It's mostly just bout the dressing up. We shall see.. Sorry if I haven't been posting so much lately. My previous posts were so not amelia cos amelia=:D 24/7. Just. have been thinking bout a lot lately (mostly non academics) and realised It may be sth nobody even cares bout. So heck, imma stop thinking bout it and start thinking bout my amath assigns.
Wokay, bye!

Thursday, February 24, 2011

Like Abel and Cain;like Adam and Eve.




I'm falling into sin everyday.
Jesus, how is it that you love me despite all I have done?

I'm sorry if you read this.

I really wish I had a sibling. Who'd listen and comfort and not judge the things I say. And in return, make me feel special cos I'll be the only one who can do the same to him/her.

Because I realised that none of the close friends I've had stay close friends. Not like those American sitcoms whr the best friends forever thingy really works out. I've lost many good friends: Angela, Tingting, Melissa, Celeste. Now I'm on the verge of losing a few more, like Simin. I used to be almost invisible, with Acmq. And I had fun being in our own world. Free of gossips and conflicts and what not. Now its all coming back and I do not enjoy it. Y'know how I wish I'd go back to the days when I looked geeky in school. When no guys will even glance @ me and girls wouldn't even know me. I wanna be invisible again with my small group of friends. I wanna not care bout what stupid conflicts are happening in class cos none of my friends are involved.

Now I'm good friends with many really nice ppl. & thank God for that. But this isn't what I wanted after what happened between me and the clique. I don't wanna get sucked back into the world of bitch wars again. I pray really hard God, but I can't hear you.

Tonight's someone's gonna get killed. Tonight I'm gonna sleep with a heavy heart.

Thursday, February 17, 2011

Zebras

This is gonna be a random post cos someone wants me to post zzzz. Isn't the pic above nice? I really like the grass. Sorry it isn't bout the dog cos y'know Honey is alr the best so yea. The grass totally speaks "Landed Houses." Like in those American movies whr the guy and the girl lay down on the grass cos its supposedly clean. But It's kinda prickly right? Maybe, maybe not. Cos those I sat on in Sg were synthetic. Anyhoo!
I miss Japan'09 Can't believe a year plus has passed since that trip! Looking forward to this year end's trip to America babyyyyy :D
With all the snow. Fluffyfluffyfluffy snow. "Its so flufffy im gonna die!" Hahaha to be honest I've not watched Despicable Me yet. Iron't I slow. (Get it? Iron.'t I slow?) Heh.

This is 1 of the modeling shots I did when I was like 6. or 7 I forgot. Im sooooo supposed to be studying ss now lol. Oh btw, I've learnt not to post secrets up on my blog. Somemore, its public :l. K bye!

Stop being jealous, Amelia.
You win some, you lose some.

Friday, February 11, 2011


I haven't blogged in ages. Common tests are coming up so even lesser now I guess.
A LOT HAS BEEN HAPPENING IN MY ABSENCE FROM BLOGGING.
I'm lazy to post all but let's just say thr were really bad times and thr were really good times so they just cancel out to nothing.
I'll see when I have time to blog and when I feel like blogging. I somehow wish no one reads my blog so I can spill out all my troubles and worries and things I don't tell anyone here. Sigh. 1 thing i know bout myself is that I always let go of bad things but now I know letting go doesn't make you forget.
Been planning with Rhia bout Dom's present (I hope he doesnt see this.) Been ages since anyone came I think. The tagbox is filled with annoying auto sent compliments bout my blogging skills lol.
Shall do a post bout valentine's soon~ Bye!
p.s. If you've read this thank you so much for coming over hahaha :p