17 Elephants on a cake.

Tried out a few interesting effects on this web, way better than cameroid actually. There're so many other effects and backgrounds to choose from. So.. I'll let the pics do the talking here :)

Why are asians so yellow.

This is so fail haha. At least I know Amelia and red head + centre parting don't go.

Buffmelia. It's weird how my face turned out even darker.. Looks like I fell face flat on a grill. But anyway, I'm hot B)

I look olive :p Newest member in suckerpunch heh.

I looove this one, fits pretty well yeah? Wow reflex much, I just sang the theme song in my head haha.

Wokay this is pretty laaame..

Bye! (Kinda dreading tmr, I gotta facil a group of cl students and my cl sucks how did I get distinction for oral o.o)

If they're better than me it'll be such a disgrace.. & a waste of time.

SIGH.

For the sake of blogging,

Was Mom's bday on tuesday, also the day I finally told my parents my results. A full family portrait hehe. Sorry haven't been blogging so much, lost the drive and my life hasn't been at its most interesting so.. Anyway we had dinner at crystal jade, the all-too-famous peking duck. Craving for western right now sigh.

Dad gave this to her cos he couldn't find the ipad2 anywhere, its really on demand so many places were sold out already. So funny when I saw it, at first I thought he was gonna buy those Chinese burning paper thingy. Did'ya know they got an ipad paper thing now? So that people on the other side can use the ipads. And I thought shampoo/cars were ridiculous. Like where do they get the water or diesel? Hell's so hot everything evaporates. Volatile.. is that it?

I gave her the stuff I bought from etude house. The stuff there are pretty cute but I don't use those kinda stuff. Anyhoo, I got the membership card and its so smallish and cute. Great that its for a lifetime. Here's a picture,

Entitles you to a 7% discount for every buy I think. I just got it from spending above 50bucks. Idk if I'll buy anything from there though. Oh yeah, I'm not a makeup kinda person but I think Shu Uemura's pretty cool. They got branches here in sg, makeovers and stuff. I'll prolly mess my face up if I prepare for gradnight myself so I guess its worth trying. Btw, gradnight's 2 days from the last day of Os, 2 days to get everything done. Gonna be so busy.

Beauty Sanctuary haha. I wonder.. there weren't such beauty kits during ancient times does it mean people back then were mostly pimply and had greasy hair? Cos in The Tudors they all look really clean and all. Moving on,

This's the card I made for mom, not bad eh? I spent a good 2 hours plus on it, cos imma amateur. If I got the time I'll make pretty cards for goodfriends after Os :) Got dad to write a note too, he kept asking me what to write. She's your wife you should know better!

Uncovered this really old pic, its actually a screenshot from a video. This was in my previous church, I was the little Mary I think. The boy beside me is Ansel and beside him is his sister Angela. My once best friend. Why did we have to change churches.. Other than that I also found plenty of photos (real ones) in the study room. Me in florida and Vancouver with cousins and me as a flower girl in Minneapolis. Can't wait for eoy trip!

Okay, feeling pretty stone lately. Like Idk I wish I had a sibling or sth Its so boring at home even with studying.

You Give me Something.

This is kinda cheesy but I think It's really true. Credits to www.reneekee.blogspot.com

10th grade

As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

11th grade
The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Senior year
The day before prom she walked to my locker. My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Graduation Day
A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

A Few Years Later
Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Funeral
Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! `I wish I did too...` I thought to my self, and I cried.

Kanye West - Runaway

I know this song has some sublimal(?) message but I really love the ballerinas in the mv. And the clean background tune. Honestly I think Taylor's got nothing on Kanye West :p

Let's have a toast for the douchebags.

Baby I got a plan, runaway fast as you can.

Girl, put your records on.

Friday was ozzum possum. Went out with beautiful girls to town. 313 is really the best shopping centre for an all girls outing. You can spend hours there! First we grabbed a drink @Gongcha. Had my usual, then headed to cine for "Best Fries Forever." Pretty good actually :) Afterwards we went up to the floor with the lan and arcade, almost wanted to book a chamber but seriously. A trip to town just to play comp games and watch movies in a room? Sounds more like a sleepover. Talking bout sleepovers I haven't had a slumber party in years :( After Os prolly. Too bad none of us live in gigantic houses. Aaaanyway, decided shopping @313. I pinky promised hilda three times that if I bought any clothes that were not on sale I'd have to do a dare in school. I only bought a hat so 2 things! Its either cos nth caught my eye or I really resisted temptation. I'd like to think its cos of no. 2 :p

So on our way there we took lotsa pics, the 4 girls at the back took even more with lanjia's cam.

Attempting the "cute-sy" pose. A lil fail but this cracked me up hahaha.

Hilda, Laz and Jen were taking so long @F21 so 3 of us proceeded on to uniqlo. Pretty cool they had a few Cath Kidston shirts but we didn't buy any. Our.. or at least my main stop was the hats! Too bad they didn't have the funny Hun looking hats anymore but these ones were naise too :) Surprised we didn't get caught for taking photos, whoops :p

Then Rhia had to go for her interview :( The rest of us met up agn and went to various shops and finally ended up @ New look. SHOES GALORE, only hilda bought her pair of shoes. The rest of us were fooling ard trying all sorts of shoes, mainly the high ones. This one above really caught my eye but then I ask myself if I really needed em' now. I didn't and I prolly wouldn't even wear them out often so I let it go. Plus the price was way too expensive $.$

Oh yeah there was this little shop that we went to and jenny bought her apparel. Sh and I tried on maxi dresses. Really liked those but then again, we wouldn't wear them anytime soon and it was 60bucks so we decided not to buy em. I think its more than just not being able to wear them its cos we're 16. Maxi dresses are like cleavage and all.. even if you wear a tube it's still a pretty 'daring' thing to wear. So yea I guess when we hit 18?..

Dinnnnner @Food republic. Initially wanted tgif or some western restaurant but it was late and we were starving so we settled for chicken rice, all of us. Yummeh.

Talked for quite awhile, we were like the last customers in the whole food court hahaha. Then our last few pics tgt! Did really funny poses. This one above is Chinese Dance pose heh. We did a teachers one and a random one. What a joke :) We went home afterwards, I was the only one who took the train and my earphone was busted so it seemed like a really long ride home. The man sitting beside me creeped me out a lil, kept staring at the pics on my cam which I was browsing thru and my smses.. Lucky he got out @Yishun.

I created a tumblr. I try to take my own photos but there are some which I really fancy like this pop up card. Made me search for tutorials on youtube. Watch out guys, melia's gonna melt your heart when she makes you a cute pop up card :)

This is the cardi that I was talking bout'. But we all know Dianna looks good and better in everything. She's so fun and sweet, the behind the scenes of glee showing her fooling ard is just such fresh air. Lea Michelle's laughter is (y) too. Omgee, I've been youtubing way too much :/

Shall cut down. Today I didn't study at all hm, wokay bye hope you had fun reading this!

With Glee.

Every girl has her moments, heh.

Results handed back today was.. alright. Not too bad, not too good. It was just a "hm". Hope tmr's ss would be a pass. Honestly, just hoping for a pass. Higher expectations=heavier disappointments. Yeayea pessimistic much, I'm just not able to take that leap of faith. :/ Anyway today was pretty sian lol, the happiest moment was reaching home. Can't wait for this week to end! And the moe should really give us 3 days worth of weekends. Then Friday will be ozzum-er. o.o Like next week is also a short week cos of Vesak :) Anyhoo, this friday I don't have cl oral and I'm index no.1 sooooo.. HAH TAKE THAT. I can self dismiss at like 7:45 if oral starts at 7:30. Just a 10-15min in school, might as skype with Mini Sathiya(?) She's our examiner right?

I watched glee ep20 today! It was sooo friggin kewl. Prom is just wow, at the end with the balloons and confetti all over the place. Our grad night's gonna suck compared to the typical american ones. We don't have New Directions to sing for us. Heck, we don't even have the budget for a band! The music played are like classical and all, eagles awards and plenty of awards. No dancing :( If the teachers are uncomfortable with us dancing ard, they can choose not to attend anyway. It's OUR graduation >:( Why do they get the front tables? Why do we even have tables? I'd really want my graduation to rock, like have fun and all. Not just taking pics with everyone and having a meal. Sigh, should have given this suggestion to Ms Wu last year. I guess.. we'll see.

Heh spoiler alert! These are pics from the next ep:Funeral. Hold your horses! It isn't the last ep, season 2 has 22 eps so hopefully finnchel gets back and stays that way.

Oh I love glee. Dianna Agron is so beautiful, haha the Lucy Caboosey thing cracked me up tho. Been reading her tumblr, she's a very classy lady. Listens to odd songs I don't even know. Has such a sweet face, too bad Ryan Pettyfer broke up with her. Or was it the other way round? Either way, she prolly has plenty of suitors waiting in line. Okay enuff of Hollywood!

Its pweety late, goodnight sweetcheeks :)

Can't get over Kevin's rendition of Isn't She Lovely.

Hope Rhiannon learns the dougie and we'll be dougie-ing tmr! Hahaha

Crossing fingers behind back.

Wassup. Exams over but sigh results. Why must they go through emath paper in the hall- short of manpower much. Anyway amath was not good for me, didn't feel very good at the start. Bio was better, hope my studying paid off! Tdy went to pizzahut for lunch then came home to chiong watch likable or not (I know I'm slow and that this drama came out like eons ago.)

Here's a pic I have of my cousin from Indo, cute right? So tan when he's a baby, what more when he's older. CHARCOAL! Hahaha kidding.

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Can't believe I took this photo with my 8.0 megapixels cam. Such a lousy cam can take artsy photos. Sigh if only there was winter in Sg, I'll spend my time cuddled up in quilt on the swing in our backyard reading Richelle Mead. And I'm still waiting for "The Last Sacrifice"

Behold. My cousin's boyfriend for 7 freaking years. Since she was 16 all the way till now-23. It's so rare to come across relationships like this. And if I'm not wrong its her 1st relationship, it'll be such a blessing if she met her soulmate at 16. Well 7 years ain't enough! I wish her a dozen more 7 years to go. Till death do us part

It's been so long since the sanmao era. This picture was.. sec2? I miss having seniors ard, we'll be the ones taken care of instead of how it is now. But being seniors has its good sides too :) like.. abusing our authority heh kidding. not. Glee's ep20 is coming out soon. Supposedly gonna be aired today in the US but according to my intelligence and vast knowledge on the world geography it isn't 10 May in the US yet so gotta wait till tmr :( K tonight imma sleep early and not study at all. If you're reading this, please do not do not do not ask me bout my results k? If I wanted to tell you I would. Anyway you'll prolly see it when teacher passes ard the list for us to sign-times like these I hate being index no.1. When you see my sucky score please keep it to yourself, thankyou.

Wokiedokes! buyyyyy.

Smitten Kitten.

She dances really well, sings okay and acts her character in glee fantastically. Heather Morris for'ya :) Though I still love Kherington Payne but her acting skills are mediocre. Fame, I'm gonna live foreverrr.

Sigh I miss mah long hair. There was more stuff I could do with it and I could actually smell it. Ugh sorry my thoughts are everywhere I'm multitasking right now and I.. can't. Anyway I saw Jo's link on the waterfall braid and it looks great. But uber tedious though :l

Moving on!

I really envy people with perfectly aligned teeth. Those who were born that way, no braces or invisalign. Most malays have really good teeth, like Irfan or Hadi. But I guess we just gotta accept how we look like cos that's what makes each and everyone special in God's sight. And yes I took that from a song, TEEHEE (In the NigaHiga way)

So this is what everyone's been teasing her bout. Even Tay Pinghui had a picture mimicking her. Sigh I'm not a fan of politics cos of what Dad said: Politics is dirty. But still twitter and fb was flooded with all these poppycock bout Nicole Seah and other mps. I just think that every party has its pros and cons and we can't judge a party just based on a single candidate. It's pretty sad that a few really old mps are now out of the parliament. 30 over years of their hard work, hm I guess its time for them to retire anyway. The same thing goes with Leekuanyew, the only reason why he's still up and running is prolly cos there's nth else to keep him occupied if he retired. Wife is deceased, children are busy with their own lives and he's alr in his 80s. The only thing he can do is work work and moooore work.

Breaking Dawn Part 1 is coming in late Sept I think. Look at the wedding ring on Bella! Sho BIG. I wonder if its rated, there're prolly sex scenes. I hope it isn't too visual, they can just smooch then go under the covers and the whole set will fade away then transit into "the next day" ahhahahaha, ohhh amelia.

Its true that pregnant women glow. Or maybe its the effects of editing idk. I just know that I'm looking forward to what life has in hold for me. Going to uni, getting my first job, having my 1st relationship, getting married, having kids. I can't imagine children looking like me! That'll be so cool. When I talk to my dad though he says that all the stuff he's been looking forward to like a promotion or a lexus. Once they come true you gotta set a new goal for yourself. And sadly or luckily, which ever works.. most of his goals are set upon my life. Like becoming a grandfather or feeling happy that I've finished my education I'm happy at work blablablabla.

And then one day we die.

Heh. For now, SA1 amath and bio I hope you go easy on me. (Gotta go revise now, really gotta make full use of today amelia you can do it!)

Bye Cupcakes!

Blueberry Jam

Blueberry.

JAM?!

Nice "I shall sleep at 930" melia. Still can't sleep after resetting a 15mins sleep timer on ipod 6 times. I even counted sheeps. What's on my mind :( These are moments when you feel bothered by something but you dk what the hell that is. Sucks.

Liberated.

Boy am I happy :)

Someday when I visit a REAL beach i'm gonna take a pretty peekture like this one above. So today was pretty fufilling, managed to clear my electrolysis doubts myself. Ugh seriously? The textbook is waaay better, i didn't even have to look through the notes. And I completed the 65 mcq on electrolysis have yet to mark it myself. Dinner was good, parents dabao-ed peking duck. The morning was so still though :l Usually children would play outside @ the playground or swimming pool, considering today was a holi but nope. The water feature thingy wasn't even on. It was dead quiet whilst studying, was kinda like God turned down the volume of the world cos Melia had to study. Oh cheeky you! hahaha. But then the rally trucks started coming in and gah- screw loud hailers.

Did have lil breaks in between. But nth much happened online except twitter and youtube. Natalie Tran FINALLY uploaded a new video, her 'Around the Lonely Planet' latest video is awesome. Viola, baycon. I do not know why funny, witty and independent women are usually single? Like y'know cos I'm kinda funny and kinda witty and actually kinda independent and single- Oh no I don't have a boyfriend I'm gonna dieeee. :P (And apparently kinda boastful today.) Self praise ish no praise melia.

You heard? Amelia's figured it out. I've been spending way too much effort looking through the things I type twice or even thrice to make sure I sound okay. And I am done with sounding okay. "I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best." Give it up f0r Marilyn Monroe. I prefer the 2nd part of what she said. So yeah, if you're disappointed or was kinda expecting more from me.. Sue me.

ANYWAY.

The Indiana Jones Boy had me thinking thinking thinking all day long. Idk why but I have a good feeling we'll meet again. :)

Byeyou!

I sure do not know her as a person and I don't even watch her movies. But her quotes speak to girls so much so that someone should just publish a book bout' em. Its funny how the bitches then, are still the same kinda bitches we have now.

"If you're gonna be two-faced at least make one of them pretty." -Marilyn Monroe.